Sun and i broke up 2months ago,and i called quit.Most of the people gives assumptions on the reason why i left him,its because i fell out of love.

Do you think all relationship ends because they fall out of love?No.It doesn’t happen to all relationships,well at least it didn’t really happened to mine.2years of relationship,you think its so easy to stop it running?When it ends,i had a hard time too.The days getting use of having him around,the weekends we spent,its gone;i’m alone thinking what should i do on weekends?The late night phone calls,its gone;i’m alone thinking,who should i talk to?I spent most of my time in my room missing him,thinking how good if we’re still together.

Cause whatever i’m trying to do without him,it just doesn’t feel right.Something’s missing,and it was dependence.I was total lost of directions.But it was just a matter of time,i’m really thankful that i’ve a group of friends and my family who got me through my loneliness.

We started off our relationship with ‘love at first sight’ somekind of shit,everything happened so fast.We tried to work things out to remain the spark to shine,and it went well for the first year,then when you got through a particular period,you start thinking something more serious.You’ll think about commitment,but……..you know,boys!

They just kept disappointing you.

Plus seriously,if you want to have a serious relationship,you’ve got to commit.If you can’t,i guess you’re not suitable to start a relationship with someone yet.And please have the ability to take care of yourself before you want to take care of your girlfriend.There’s a huge gap between you’re caring and you’ve the abilitiy to take care of.Trust me,time flies with a blink of an eye,and people grow up.As i’m growing up,i see things differently;started thinking out of the box.My drawings for my future gets wider,i make plans.

I can’t stand people who doesn’t plan for their future,and when a men reaches a certain age,they should have their own carrier or maybe start doing something useful,study,live their life or whatever.But not all men at the age of 22years thinks the same way,somehow some people carries this happy-go-lucky attitude.They wait,wait,and wait..

Wait for what?!Money fall down from the sky?Good luck to come by yourside?STOP DREAMING ALREADY.

The point is,they don’t even make an effort.

Their mentality tells them that,oh well!One way or another,they’re still young.Don’t worry bout it!There’s still time to wait.But let me ask you,how many years could you wait in your life?You can wait,i can’t.I’m not talking bout huge future plans like marriage of course,its just,i’ve got lots of better things to do instead of worrying bout him all the time.I’ve been trying to help,support and do at least i can could to make him improve.But heck,i don’t think guys even appreciate it.I’m  so worried untill i reached a stage that i don’t even wanna care anymore.Fed up seriously.

I know its a little too early to say ‘can’t wait’ because i’m still so young,i’m only 18 and that’s why because i’m only 18,why should i spent all my life focusing on someone’s life instead of mine?And thank god i’m only 18,what if to those who is already above 25years old?Would you still want to wait for your boyfriend as he waits for his luck to come?For not doing anything,even plan for his future.How many years can you wait?

When you step in the world of 30′s,mostly good men at your age or above is already married.

Till now i realized,i’ve left out so much in these two years.I’ve never done anything for myself,as i gained back the torn chapters,i’m happier than before.At least now i know i’m living for myself,and i spent more time with my family than ever.Its a bliss,but of course i’m not trying to say being single is good and having a relationship is bad,bla bla bla….

Just,you’ve got to find the right person.

Jerome asks,‘so you do choose a boyfriend based on agenda?’

Fran’s quote:‘who wants to be bald when you have full grown hair?’

If you can choose,would you?I would.Yes,i’m realistic.Who isn’t?And if i’m not,who is?

Secondly,if i think that he’s poor that’s why i broke up with him…hello!I would have done that 2years ago!Do i need to wait that long?

But wait,

Who says he’s poor?I wonder how you stupid people define the word ‘poor’.